Wel I am stil not happy that the continuation of my last entry did not register.. And that is why it took me a while to get back to this,..
Maybe the reason why it didnt register is because God wasnt happy with me at the time.. Or maybe Im just too stupid or maybe this computer doesnt like me.. Whatever it is ,I hope this one will go through because if it doesnt then I think this is not for me, even though I know its a good cause for God...
Wel never mind about that now cos I know this is going to go through..
Last week was very very tough for me, I was actually been put through a big test of my new walk in the Lord to see whether I could stand the pressure.
The Lord used my main weakness to see whether I am ready for His work or not.. It was tough, it was rough and it hurt because I felt like a failure again,
But even though I felt distant from Him, He never let go, He lavished me with His love..
I did not fail even though the devil wanted me to feel like a failure, I stil wonder sometimes and ask, "Why me?" I do not know the answer for it, but one thing I know is that God is preparing me for His ministry...
2 comments:
my dearest cuz
the answer "to why me?" is simply this BECAUSE HE LOVES YOU...He loved you before you were even born and he will love you for all eternity. Not because you deserve it, not because you did something to impress him, but just because he knew that one day you would realise how much he loves you...you believed that Jesus died for you...that's it.
love ya!
I was thinking that I was going to post a comment ('cause it's easier to type than to talk), but then I thought NO - dang it - if I am going to build relationships I need to talk.
I was feeling I failed Lipo during his time of trials by not reaching out - not connecting. Not sharing a book I have with him. To show we have similar issues. I abandoned him in his time of need.
But then I thought - DO BOTH. Type and talk. So I am.
Lipo - we share similar issues. When I see you tonight I wanna share a book that has helped me. Let's talk. Hugs anyone?
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