CHATTING TO MY LIFE'S ARCHITECT

thanks for loving us LORD. thanks for caring about our every day lives. thanks for putting 5 very different and yet similar people together. We all have things in common and we all have things which make us unique.

reading myles' post made me realise just how different you must communicate to each of us.

there I was walking by faith on my own, yes you saved my man after 14 years, but still for most of my life I have walked mostly with you alone. Now at this point in my life you are getting me to build close relationships with a small group because right now this is what I need. This is what we all need.

Only 3 times in my life have you planted me in a church. Two of those times have been at major turning points. So this 3rd time what's happening? What are you building me up for? You have never equiped me without a purpose...what is this new turning point LORD? What is around the corner that I can't see but you can see?

It's obviously something that I can't deal with on my own. My beloved is a Christian and I have real siblings in Christ...the kind that aren't going to freak when I break down, siblings who will hold me accountable and I can trust.

You said to me I was out of balance in the whole being strong for everyone area and that it was your will for me to have a few close friends that I could confide in and trust. You have given me this...and I wonder why now? What's happening around the corner that requires me to trust and rely on others like I have never done before?

Are you doing a new thing in me that does not require a new level of testing but maybe it's about equiping others? LORD, am I making you smile...thinking yip my daughter completely overanalyses :)

If Lipo reads this he's going to think...'I thought I asked lots of questions' :)

Whatever it is LORD, I know that you are the awesome master planner and that you will reveal only what I need to know and it will be according to your will and not mine. I look forward to it LORD because I know it will bring me closer to you and it will help me to prepare for eternity.

Good nite.