why me Lord?

"What have i ever done, to deserve even one ...of the pleasures I know"

Lord thank you for always hearing the cries and frustrations of my heart. Once again you have reminded me of how I easily fall into the trap of focusing on circumstances instead of focusing on you. You heard my despair and my discouragement and you replaced it with renewed faith and trust by reminding me again that i must walk by FAITH not by SIGHT. That i dont give up praying for my loved ones, that I dont give up loving them and helping them, that I dont give up putting others first even when its hard and looks hopeless, that i dont give up on YOU!

Today, you gave me just the right scripture to confirm what you taught me lastnight "That Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen" and I am forever grateful for i know one thing is that you are never early nor late, but always right on time to rescue your people from the enemy...in this case you rescued me from myself!

I stand here in awe of your ways...and I ask why Lord of all the billions in the world you still choose to hear my prayers, especially when so many are in more desperate situations than I? Why me Lord? Oh thats right...because its my heart that you see, and it is the freddom and salavation of my loved ones that my heart cries about the most. (thanks for that Lord)

I praise you Lord for drawing near to me, even when i am so far away in my own little brain trying to be in control of situations and people I have no control over and lashing out because I cannot fix things or make things better.
I thank you for being a God of 'second chances everyday' because here I am surrendering all my anxieties unto you as you asked....... AGAIN!!

No wonder you are called "the saviour"

Amen