what a week...what a weekend

hey world

looks like we are all recovering from a full on weekend! This morning I was so tired that in my head I was thinking of excuses not to get out of bed...but none of them seemed good enough to run by the LORD :)

My man was so cool this morning. He dropped me off and as he drove away I was overwhelmed with missing him and wanted to run after the car and hug him. Within half an hour I received a text from him, normally i turn my phone off straight away, but today I forgot. I went for a quick toilet break and read - i love you, stay awake. aaahhhh

The LORD is so cool, he must have known i desperately needed that.

I survived the day...but I am having to seriously battle my mind to stay faithful with working.

My hourly prayers at work go something like this....LORD, please give me strength to bring you glory...please help me to stay awake....please help me to understand and clear my mind so I can learn this...help me to be faithful to you LORD....help me to do my best and not settle for just ok...help me to last 3 months pleaasee!!!

a key to surviving is renewing my mind....this is NOT just a job but an opportunity to build relationships with others. I treat everyone as precious to the LORD because I have no idea who are his children and who are not that's a judgement call the LORD makes with each individual ever created. My job is just to love.

Help me to love my co-workers Lord. Help me to love Janelle Lord.

Thanks for keeping me awake today and giving me the boost I needed from my man. Thanks for speaking to us in class tonite. Please bless our 40 days gathering tomorrow nite. Help us all to speak truth in love to each other, to encourage each other, but mostly to hear you and listen to your plans for us. Guide our choices, LORD and bind us together with you at the centre. Love you, LORD. Thanks so much for taking care of me and my loved ones.