It is not easy going through christmas and new years not knowing how you feel. Feeling confused and not knowing what is really going on might sound stupid but thats what my christmas and new year was like. But no one can fix it but me and I hope that with the help of our Lord, things will get to where He wants it to be.
But apart from my problems that people have had enough of hearing about, I had a great time with the family, spending time with everyone is how I've always wanted my christmas even though May and Bubba were'nt here. It was weird for me not wanting to go anywhere but having to spend time with the family knowing how I was feeling is something that was different.
I was very happy to be able to do that on Christmas and also New Years and I Thank the Lord that even through my toughest times He was always there whispering to my heart to try and do the right thing. So for my Christmas and New Years, I had a happy but confusing one.. One thing I noticed was that, even though things weren't that great, we all came together as one family and in one Heart..
This Year will be a different year, Whatever lies ahead of us, may the Lord Blesses everything and lead us in the right direction where He wants us to be..
We are not perfect and we will struggle but I pray that His power will help Lift us up and help Lead us through whatever He's already has in plan for us.
For everyone, All the best this year and may God bless you all with your walk and your plans..
1 comment:
Thanks cuz!
I always enjoy reading your entries - it's a good indication of your heart and who you are in Christ.
My prayer for you this year is to know more and more who you are in Christ. It's my prayer for all of us.
love ya, t
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