all done!!

my move went pretty smooth.. all set and getting settled now, but i still have to get used to being on my own in a huge unit all by myself............one day aye? :p

its been great to have my own little quiet time, love playing host,tho i know its going to get quieter as all the 'first visits' come to an end. Was attacked by satan on my first night as he put doubts and fear in my heart about my move, but with faithful prayer partners and a commitment to see the devil defeated in my life, the Lord came to my rescue that night and delivered me from the lies of the evil one! it wasnt a pleasant experience but as the scriptures say "What satan meant for harm, the Lord turned into GOOD" He saw my heart, and funny enough, there was a conflict between my soaring spirit and my easily deceived mind.

My spirit was saying " stand up you warrior woman of God and tell that satan where he stands in your life, and my mind was saying " oh Lord help me, Oh lord help me, I cant, I cant, I cant over come this fear" If i could I would reach over my head now and slap my brain silly!!!

Psalms 91 did an awesome job of filling my heart with Gods love for me...i was also amazed at the revelation of prayer in agreement that night.Though i know of it and believe in it, it was a revelation that night, and only God could do that!

I called Tali to pray for me as soon as it happenned and the feeling i felt as soon as she said the Lords name was a feeling I will always remember but not fear, i saw all around me the spiritual battle between the Lord and his enemy as our God fought for my heart and soul and it was a heavy struggle! I imagined him screaming at satan saying "Hey!!! She is mine...she belongs to me, she chose me and you have no right to touch her !!!

Praying in agreement is an awesome thing..."For where two or three are gathered in my name, there I AM with them"

Our awesome is our God!!!

Talk about confirmation of his promises!!

After that i put on a Jesse Duplantis (one of the coolest evangelists i know) tape at about 3.30am and the first thing he said "If you want to make a change, you need to get out of the boat, because if you stay in the boat you will only meet disciples... if you get out onto the water, YOU WILL MEET JESUS"

I WANT TO MEET JESUS !!!!

The enemy is trying to use my past against me..trying to keep me doubting my purpose...throwing in guilt and condemnation to hinder my mission...but boy is he in for big trouble or what!!! the Lord has perfect timming, he shows up on time all the time, never late never early...

"For the devil comes only to steal kill and destroy, I came so you can have life and life in abundance"

For whoever the son set free ... IS FREE INDEED! For so much greater is he who lives in me that the little stinkin rat that lives in this world....

Thank You Lord, for i know in your time i will be able to just skake off the devil like fluff on my clothes, im a working progress and you are not done with me yet...once again, i called and you came to my rescue..

I love you Lord