my little man

I have a dreaded lurgy...is that even a word?? Been spewing and cold chills. This means Caleb is off limits. I have had a whole day of not being able to hug or kiss him. It hit me again how spoilt i have been for the last 8 & half months. Holding this life in my hands that is my son.

That's a long time to be able to hug someone every day, several times a day :-) I can't believe how much the LORD has blessed us. But it's only 8 mths and I have lived 39 years almost. I hope and pray I have this privilege till i'm old and grey...sure I will be lucky to have a hug once a week...but those can be replaced with 'i love you Mum' over the phone...when he can talk :-)

For now I will make the most of holding him in my arms...my little man. I have years of hugs and kisses ahead of me, God willing. Can't wait to get better. I miss him already and it's only been a day. Makes me want to make the most of every moment with him....mums...it's the LORD in us...an overwhelming love for our little ones.