Thursday, October 19, 2006

count down

6 days 6 weeks to go.......aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

I can't believe I'm almost there. I have been carrying around this little alien for 33 weeks :-)

I am completely prepared for lots and lots of pain. But secretly I'm praying for a small child so it wont hurt so much. But if he ends up being huge then I will just have to scream even louder.

It's weird I'm not someone who lets people know that I'm in pain or struggling. I'm generally quiet and my beloved is the only one who knows I'm upset or in pain.

But I have no illusions about having a child - I wont be hiding anything.

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