accept

accept accept accept accept.  what's wrong with this beautiful life i have...two wonderful children who fill my heart with love and hope...a husband who loves me...a beautiful home...family....a church to belong to....more than enough for a good life....then why is ACCEPT such a hard word for me????  Am I so greedy that this is not enough for me?  if it was taken away I would wish to have this time back when my life was so good.

My husband is making up my daughter's scooter.  A birthday present for her. my 3 yr old son saying 'dad, i have two wrenches like that'...i shld be with them enjoying this moment instead of here.

Song playing 'i'm trading my pain for the joy of the LORD. yes LORD, YES LORD YES YES LORD AMEN.

God cannot be more clear to me :) Yes, LORD