no.1 goal this year

I have one goal above all others for this year:

TO ENJOY MY LIFE!

I want caleb's first year to be remembered as one full of fun, adventure, new beginnnings, new discoveries, travel, etc. I thought of this last week as I was talking to the LORD....how the last few years has been about reacting to circumstances and coping with things thrown into my life. To the point where I am waiting for the next test or trial to happen TO me and figuring out how i'm going to cope.

I thought I can't just let things happen to me anymore...i'm going to not only expect good things but proactively seek out good things to make the most of this year.

So while i'm repairing my body in preparation for our next baby...I am also going to do lots of things to enjoy my life. To have fun with with my family, esp myles and caleb.

I realise even my nieces and nephews are growing up so fast and I hardly saw them last year because i was preggy, but I have 4 mths or so before we try again. So i can just hang out with them and do fun things....will have to be different from before because of baby.

a houseboat trip for the weekend??