Relying solely on God

last night was the very fist night i stayed in my flat all by myself...i feel like a big girl now :p

God is so good at preparing me for this....though i was a bit nervous and anxious, i felt the need to stay there by myself, my doubting mind was giving me all excuses to call someone to come over and keep me company, but the Lord won!

its great to get confirmation through others that the Lord wants you to LIVE WHAT YOU BELIEVE NOT JUST KNOW IT!!! its like walking the scriptures you meditate on not just memorizing them!

Psalms 91 says "he will send his angels concerning you" and last night i had to live it...ALL BY MYSELF!! (wheres the teamwork in this place) :p
Our God is a good, merciful, compassionate, loving God whose tender mercys are renewed everyday....these are the things we must strive to LIVE out in our lives, not just medtate on it and do nothing with it.
Its like what Tali said " you either get out of the boat and walk the water trusting that Jesus will come to your rescue or stay in the boat,know your scriptures and hang out with your fellow Christians"

The Lord is giving us glimpses of his purpose in even the little things we do and say, little by little he prepares us, stregnthen encourage us through our decisions......he wont push us off the boat unless we choose to get out ourselves!

I want to get out of the boat and meet Jesus not know my scriptures and stay in the boat and meet only the disciples...no offence to the disciples, but Jesus is the WAY the TRUTH and the LIFE!

decide today to "GET OUT OF THE BOAT" (i cant swim) you will sink, you will be scared as i was previously,but i had no one else to cling to last night but my faith and trust in the Lord that he will not leave me nor forsake me.

That he has authority over any storm!!!